Wednesday, November 23, 2011

I am an INFP

The Idealist

You are a creative person with a great imagination. You enjoy living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close to you.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.
You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak




check yours here 

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

그여자 (That Woman)

Yup, Secret Garden udah termasuk film lama..Ada beberapa lagu yang sangat aku suka dari OST nya salah satu nya sih 그여자 (That Woman) yang dinyanyiin sama Baek Ji Young. Klo dari feel entah kenapa lebih suka yang dinyanyiin Hyunbin. Tapi pernah di satu acara, BJY nyanyi lagu ini pake feel banget dan sampe nangis gt..Sedihnyaaa T.T trus akhirnya jadi suka yg versi BJY deh hoho..
Check out the Video and the translation, liriknya dalem bangetttt >.<


Lyric

한 여자가 그대를 사랑합니다 그 여자는 열심히 사랑합니다
Han yojaga gederel saranghamnida Ge yojanen yolsimhi saranghamnida
매일 그림자처럼 그대를 따라다니며 그 여자는 웃으며 울고있어요
Meil gerimjachorom gederel ttaradanimyo Ge yojanen usemyon ulgo issoyo

얼마나 얼마나 더 너를 이렇게 바라만 보며 혼자
Olmana olmana do norel irohge baraman bomyo honja
이 바람같은 사랑 이 거지같은 사랑 계속해야 니가 나를 사랑 하겠니
I baram gaten sarang i gojigaten sarang gyesokheya niga narel sarang hagetni

조금만 가까이 와 조금만 한발 다가가면 두 발 도망가는
Jogemman gakkai wa jogemman hanbal dagagamyon du bal domangganen
널 사랑하는 난 지금도 옆에 있어 그 여잔 웁니다
Nol saranghanen nan jigemdo yope isso ge yojan umnida

그 여자는 성격이 소심합니다 그래서 웃는 법을 배웠답니다
Ge yojanen songgyogi sosimhamnida Gereso utnen bobeul bewotdamnida
친한 친구에게도 못하는 얘기가 많은 그 여자의 마음은 눈물투성이
Chinhan chin-guegedo mothanen yegiga manen Ge yoja eui maemen nunmultusongi

그래서 그 여자는 그댈 널 사랑 했데요 똑같아서
Gereso ge yojanen gedel nol sarang hetdeyo ttokgataso
또 하나같은 바보 또 하나같은 바보 한번 나를 안아주고 가면 안되요
Tto hanagaten babo tto hanagaten babo hanbon narel anajugo gamyon andweyo

난 사랑받고 싶어 그대여 매일 속으로만 가슴 속으로만 소리를 지르며
Nan sarangbatgo sipo gedeyo meil sogeroman gasem sogeroman sorirel jiremyo
그 여자는 오늘도 그 옆에 있데요
Ge yojanen oneldo ge yope itdeyo

그 여자가 나라는 걸 아나요 알면서도 이러는 건 아니죠
Ge yojaga naranen gol anayo almyonsodo ironen gon anijyo
모를꺼야 그댄 바보니까
Morel kkoya geden babonikka

얼마나 얼마나 더 너를 이렇게 바라만 보며 혼자
Olmana olmana do norel irohge baraman bomyo honja
이 바람같은 사랑 이 거지같은 사랑 계속해야 니가 나를 사랑 하겠니
I baram gaten sarang gojigaten sarang gyesokheya niga narel sarang hagetni

조금만 가까이 와 조금만 한발 다가가면 두 발 도망가는
Jogemman gakkai wa jogemman hanbal dagagamyon du bal domangganen
널 사랑하는 난 지금도 옆에 있어 그 여잔 웁니다
Nol saranghanen nan jigemdo yope isso ge yojan umnida

Translation

A woman loves you.
The woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow every day.
She smiles but is actually crying.

How much longer do I just have to look at you, alone.
This love that came like wind,
This love that is like a shit,
If I continue this, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer
just a little bit.
Please don’t step back
I, the one who loves you,
is still next to you.
That woman is crying.

That woman is very shy
So she learnt how to smile
Her heart is so full of tear,
She can't even share her story with
her best friend

That's why, that woman
loved you
Cause you were so like her
another fool.
yet another fool
Please give me a hug before you leave me

I want to be loved, dear.
That's all I wanted
She shouts, just in her heart
just in her heart.
No one can hear her
but that woman is still next you

Do you know that
I am that woman?

You don't do you?

Because you are just a fool.

how much
how much longer
Do I have to love you like this

This love that is like a fool
This love that is like a beggar

would you love me?

That woman, who loves you
is still next you and she is still crying.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

untitled

jadi saya tidak tahu yah maunya kamu apa
tapi kalau kamu tanya apa mau saya
pasti saya cuma punya satu jawaban
KAMU

Monday, October 24, 2011

Menunggu part 1

i made this 'poem' looooong time ago
and it's just stayed in my fb's note
kinda want to share it here.Lol

duhai kekasih sayang
sungguh hati ini tak tenang
jika kau tak kunjung pulang
aku ini tak setegar karang
rindu ini jelas tak terbilang
lihatlah aku yang malang
masih mabuk cinta bukan kepalang
sementara kau disana sibuk bertualang
mencari cinta yang katamu hilang
padahal hatiku telah kau pegang
dan aku tak sanggup bila nanti dibuang
saat cintamu itu akhirnya datang

Friday, October 14, 2011

If you want to know me better

Most of the time #Aquarians are so humble but you know.. sometimes they can't help but indirectly show off

Once an #Aquarius cares for you, you will always have a place in their heart - love or hate

An #Aquarius is usually faithful and loyal, but occasionally they behave quite opposite

#Aquarius tend to feel 'love at first sight' but rarely act upon it

When an #Aquarius walks most likely they need to slow down waiting for their 'slowmo' gang behind

When a problem arises, an #Aquarius usually keeps themselves cool but they're already thinking of a way out

An #Aquarius is someone that is so hard to figure it out emotionally. One second they hate and the next second they love

#Aquarians rarely regret the choices they make and when they do regret, it drains them from the inside out

#Aquarians may take a little longer to put themselves into relationships, but once they’re in one, they value it more than anything

#Aquarius is the most noble being, they show no hate, and will not talk you down, but if you lie to them, they'll show no love

#Aquarius can be your best friend, best worst enemy, best lover, best kisser, best team player, basically, the BEST at everything :p

#Aquarians are great at disguising their pain, but it eats away at their insides more than you could ever imagine


An #Aquarius might seem very open sometimes, but there is always, at least one different thing they hide from everyone

An #Aquarius is a brave person not because they aren't afraid of anything, but they just good in controlling themselves

You can’t rush an #Aquarius if you want them to produce their best results

Sometimes an #Aquarius cares so much even though deep down they know the other person doesn't care the same way

Today I fell in love with...

Monday, September 12, 2011

after 3 years

Tiba2 ada email notif komen blog yang masuk
Pas dibuka ternyata si ShuiXin komen di postingan gw ini pas tahun 2009 setelah LDK BNMC
and it really bring back every memories

Minggu kemarin baru aja selesai regenerasi BNMC yang brarti kepengurusan 2010/2011 berakhir dan gw bersama gen-X lainnya resmi lengser dan jadi senior
Seneng sih akhirnya bisa selesai juga nih 3 thn di BNMC tapi pasti banyakan sedihnya karena setelah ini pasti bakalan susah banget ngumpul2 ma gen-X >.<

Ini sedikit perenungan gw di pagi hari :D

Tahun pertama kita adalah ulat yang baru menetas dari telur
Kadang kita tidak diindahkan
Kadang kita tidak diacuhkan
Dibiarkan saja mencari arah sendiri
Seperti ulat yang membuat daun berlubang,
seperti itu juga kita yang sedang memulai proses pembelajaran
Banyak kesalahan yang kita perbuat
Dan kita akan terus menerus belajar memakan daun-daun untuk bekal kita dikemudian hari

Tahun kedua kita ibarat kepompong
Kita bertahan dari semua tantangan
Kita bungkus erat badan kita dengan pengetahuan
Jangan biarkan seorang pun membuat kita menyerah
Kita merenung dan bukan meratap
Kita menyingkir dari dunia sebentar dan bukan melarikan diri
Disini kita benar-benar diuji
Seberapa kuatkah kita, menggeliat keluar
Setengah mati, hampir mati
Tapi kita tahu tujuan sudah ada di depan mata kita

Dan akhirnya kita berhasil
Kupu-kupu yang keluar dari kepompong begitu indah
Kita bisa terbang kesana kemari
Membantu daun dan tanaman lain untuk bisa berkembang
Sehingga daun-daun ini bisa menjadi makanan bagi ulat-ulat baru
Itulah tahun ketiga kita

Kepakkan sayapmu, kupu-kupu
Lihat dunia yang lebih luas
Dan suatu saat nanti,
kita akan bertemu lagi di kebun bunga yang lebih indah :)


Yahh..Sekarang setelah 3 tahun, mungkin kita gak akan bisa ngerasain kumpul setiap Jumat karena rapat, kita akan sangat kangen masa-masa itu, kita akan sangat kehilangan, dan meminjam kata2 nya Zi Han "kita akan sangat terluka karena perpisahan"..Well, Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart..Itulah kita, Gen-X..kita akan selalu dekat karena kita tahu kalau kita adalah satu keluarga yang sampai kapanpun tak akan terpisah ♥我们是一家人♥